wow

nothing quite like a controversial picture...

ouch. no comments on the last blog... haha. well, maybe if i wrote more often, people would actually read it. i don't know why i am still awake. i should go to bed like a normal human being, but i am too busy wasting time on the computer. so, i am joining all the blog sites just to see the differences cuz i am a loser... so far i've joined myspace, blogger, facebook, hi5, and bebo.... that's what people who don't have a life do for fun.. :) but.. my mom and i did get a lot done on my room today. i am planning on moving into my brothers old room mostly because it is quite a bit bigger and i could definitely use a desk.(i couldn't get one in my room now) i actually started a filing system and boxed up some old journals and stuff like that. i ran into some really cute old pictures. mostly of me and my family when i was really little. awww. good times. anyways, my eyes feel like they are going to explode from staring at the computer screen for so long, so i'll leave it at that for now.

xoxo nannerz

phew...

haha... the comic has nothing to do with anything, so don't try to make sense out of it ;)
well, we had my grandma's 80th birthday party yesterday and although it was fun, i am relieved that it is over. i am exhausted. we've been running around like a chicken with its head cut off trying to get everything ready for the party... now everyone has left and flown home to Kansas City and pretty soon everything will be back to normal. i went to school today and found out that my psychology teacher is fluent in sign language! i was so excited. she loves psychology and sign language... me too! :) anywayz, i am downloading all of my cd's onto my laptop (and carolines cds) and i think i am going to buy a new ipod with more memory because mine only has 1GB and it hardly holds anything... see ya later... anna

rad, dude.

so... i had a lot of fun tonight. i finally got my lip peirced. it didn't hurt as bad as i thought it would. cleaning it is a pain, but oh well... oh, and i pretty much have to live off of yogurt and oatmeal and mushy foods for awhile... kinda hard to get used to. i hope to have pics up soon... just need to find the darn cord that connects my camera to my computer... maybe if my room wasn't a pigsty... haha ya right. anyways, i am sleepy and my eyes are burning cuz i've had my contacts in waaay too long, so nighty night.

ps hope i don't get fired tomorrow... (for the lip ring) i don't think i will...

back to the doctor...

Caroline gave me a 3 question survey to answer in my next blog, so here it goes...
1. what are you most nervous about starting college next week?
getting lost, not knowing what to do, not understanding what the teacher is saying...
2. what do you most look forward to about starting college next week?
learning (instead of working all the time, moving forward with my education so i don't have to
work at TJ Maxx the rest of my life...
3. what was the message YOU got out of the sermon last night at IBC?
wow... i always get a lot out of the sermon there... i learned that you can't focus your
happiness on your happenings; when the world starts to spin, hold on to God; just because
you're a good person, doesn't mean bad things won't happen to you; and nothing is fatal,
because we are eternal (if we're saved).

Also, as you probably guessed from the title of my blog, I am sick AGAIN (@$#&%#$@$#)!!! So, I am trying to get ahold of my doctor, but they like to take a very long lunch... My throat has never hurt this bad in my entire life. I woke up at 4a.m. last night and tossed and turned till about 11a.m. and then fell asleep and conveniently missed my counseling appointment. I tried calling my counselor, but I think she went to lunch as well... Needless to say, I'm kinda pissed off... I am trying to remind myself that nothing happens that you can't fix with God's help... However I am an extremely pessimistic person about 90% of the time, so that's not easy... Well, I just got into the doctor, so I gotta go...
xoxo anna

i'm "sick" cough, cough...

so i called in sick today because the whole family was coming over along with some friends from out-of-town... my manager was like, "well, next time you come in to work, we'll have to talk about this." in my head, i was like, "whatever, this is a seven dollar and hour job and you want me to stress out over it?" i have only called in like 2 or 3 times since i've been working there. (which is like 5 or 6 months)... plus, i stay late like every day that i work, so they need to get over it. i am also scheduled to work tomorrow from 1 to close and my availability says i DONT WORK ON SUNDAYS!!! so, either i will have to call in and tell them that, or miss church... ugh. i need a better job. as in, not retail. or fastfood. or food at all. hmm... maybe i should go to a temp agency after i start school... we'll see. i really don't hate my job, it just drives me nuts... well, that's all for now... xoxo banana

friday night

haha...
so i kinda figured out that i have no life tonight.... i finally got a friday night off of work and i went home, took a nap, went to an NA meeting, went to starbucks, and came home before 11pm... pretty pathetic. that's okay. i've been getting really annoyed with my work lately. yesterday, i was supposed to get off at 4, but ended up getting off at 6, so that screwed up all my plans, but my mom and i went shopping, so it wasn't that bad. its just so irritating that they ask me to stay late every time i work. i'm like, if you need me to work more hours, why don't you just schedule me for more hours? that way, i don't have to cancel plans all the time. anyways, enough ranting. i was listening to tori amos earlier and i fell in love with her voice all over again. i hadn't listened to her music in so long. i feel like everything else i have to say is pessimistic and shows my irritability, so i guess i'll go to bed... xoxo nannerz

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